cry me a river.

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle...

Once you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, no matter how improbable, must be the truth.

anger managment.huh..

anger managment.

FIGHT
LET THE FISTS DO THE TALKING
SHATTER BLOOD ON THE FLOOR
BREAK BONES
POP NOSES
BUST THE FACES
FIGHT

change is permanent.

is this the end ?

all right, now things are really different, but this time its permanent. i think.
is the end for us, dudes?
is it?
some might be thinking how fucking desperate i am in needing my friends.
"U FUCK,WHO DOESNT !"

9/11 was an inside job.

one of the many evidence that 9/11 was an inside job.

Bush claimed that he was in a classroom when he was told that the second plane had crashed the World Trade Center.

but, he also claimed that he had witness the first plane crash on tv.

BULLSHIT !

the video of the crashes was only aired on tv the next day.
how could he have witness the attack when the video wasn't even aired yet?

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information gathered from the series revealing the truth, 'The Arrivals'.

theorist conspirac

blame the Zion's
or blame the Freemason,
blame the Nazi
and The Klux Klux Klan
blame the elders
blame history
blame every one
but You.

easily blaming every one else
when disaster strikes
free your mind
to truth
because the truth
is inside You.

credits to arham for the malay version of this poem.

s u k a s u k i (TAG)

5 Characteristics of your dream guy/girl

1. superrrr dupppeerrrr cute !
2. yes2,she's gotta be understanding.
3. faithful.
4. loyal !
5. sweet n loving n caring !haha

5 Characteristics that you have never like in a guy/girl

1. the ones that done give a shit bout me !
2. the ones that are not yet matured !
3. too controlling and complains alot !
4. the ones that aren't open minded !
5. the ones that aren't educated !

5 feelings that you have when you're out with the one you admire

1. loved =D
2. joyful =D
3. easy and relaxed =D
4. blinded from all of my problms =D
5. i feel like im not of the world =D


5 places that you want to travel with your loved one

1. Venice
2. Italy
3. Paris
4. Langkawi =P
5. THE WHOLE WORLD ACTUALLY !!

5 special things that you would give to your loved one

1. my heart.
2. kisses and hugs =P
3. breakfast on the bed.hehe
4. cook lunch and dinner for her every saturday nights.
5. i would give the whole entire galaxy to her !


5 songs that you will sing to your partner

1. thats when i love you - Aslyn
2. your beautiful - James Blunt
3. for you i will - Teddy Geiger
4. When will i see you face again - Jamie Scott
5. love you till the end - The Pogues

5 friends that you want to tag

1. Farek
2. Frankie Foo !
3. Fara Mokhtar
4. Fynn Jamal !haahhha
5. you ! you're reading this rite? im tagging u, BIATCH !

since i dont have alotta frens in this blog thingy.haha

i need my friends back.

everthings different now days. The friends are different,my life is different. its actually hard to describe the changes thats taking place,but its changing.

its been quite long since i last posted up anyting,rite? so like,i dont know why i kinda wanna write shit rite now.well..wtf,..here it goes..

change.
my life is changing,i realize is now. friends falling apart. friends changing. its no fun anymore like it used to be. one thing is for sure,working at Rasamas,with me,bulat,farek,adi n nasha..it got us closer..it rely did.n i so fcking regret resigning so early ! why the fuk did i do that for !
NO !
WHY THE FUCK DID WE FUCKING QUIT FOR ! HA GUYS ?!!
if we stayed working,we would still be hanging out.we would still be laughing during work !
i we stayed working,Arham would come hangout with us everytime he finshd work ! he would drop by then waited for us to finish n then have a quick drink at the bistro ! we wuld still b tite like b4 !
then we all wuld still b skipping work toghter ! PONTENG PUN SKALI !!
FCUK !!!
and evrytime we finshd work,we would hangout at areps kdai makan,or infront of bulats house,or anywhre !! but...togheter..
but wat happnd now??
haha..sume dh lain kn?
farek is quite,ur like completly diffrnt,dude i miss the old u !
we went to ur house,we wantd to laugh,but it was diffrnt,u were diffrnt dude.tell me y?
is it me? is it us?
even though u say its nothing,i know its somting !rite?
arham......ur quite aswell....wats up? hows life ? hows work?
hm...
damn !
then adi...adi's gone,he left..
u went back to puchong,then evrything went diffrnt.i dont know,mayb u do bring us all togther. but wit u gone,our days arent the same. i dont know wat to say rely,i mean..i dont know how to say it..its like we're falling apart..
uve chnged number,u havnt been online in ages !
i know,ur intrnt is fuckd..
tp...aaahhh..miss u dude...
arep n bulat,yall alrite..i mean,i still get to hangout wit yall,mayb cs we're in the neighbrhood kn? but...i feel it,u guys are chnging as well .or mayb its juz my feelings....

look,in a couple of months from now..we're gone rite..dffrnt places.atleast lets enjoy the time we got rite now. !
arep's gonna go to uniten,rite? in PAHANG !
then me,adi n arham got offered the same uitm place.melaka.
well,,i hope i get in..n i hope u two will get in as well...
arham intrviewd for mass com,adi for art n design..as for me,tesl.

when was the last time we all hung out together? i cant rely rmember..
if we went out,there wuld be like 2 or 3 of us missing.rite??
for once dudes,lets hangout toghter..
we planed on goin to genting,langkawi n shit,but it never happnd !pft.
i need you guys.
i need my frends back.
the old frends.
the old FAREK. the old ARHAM. the old ADI. the old AREP.and the old BULAT !!
i know,mayb i am diffrnt,im not tat good a fren.ive done bad tings..im sorry.i am..
but i need yall with me..



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Leeya,dont worry..my love for you is still here =D
you're one of the reasons that i wake up with a big smile on my face. this week's been quite for fun for us,kn? =D
a lot of time we spent hanging out,alamanda..putrajaya..ur place..my place..=D
even though some days ur really busy with school work,at night uve got tuition classes, i understand.=D
no matter what u do,where u are,who ure with..i always have faith n trust in =D
BABE,IVE GOT UR BACK !
oh yeah..for yall information,me n leeya our 13th months togther now !=P
hehe.