Sunday, August 9, 2009

ape title for this post eh?

hahaha feels so weird wei updating my blog,since dh brapa lama x update !
to tell u the truth,i feel reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy mlas kut haha
tp dh TERPAKSA !

basically today,woke up agak late,didnt even have brkfast n lunch.haha
then at 3 sumting pegi ftsal wei !haha this mmg nk main btul la,cs the last time pegi,didnt even really play.went playin pool and karoke-ing hahaha
otw tu,trserempak with sya faith and the lot la lol
then baru taw sya's matrix card hilang,with her atm card and ic.
haih,kiddo ! ape jadiii ni,mane u ltak hahah
but then she txt,dh jumpe dh.luckly ! haha

so then after arriving kt ftsal place,drop the others.
then me n apek pegi ambik fais n tina kt dp,then ustad kt mc.
sumpah traffic cm babi kut haha
tp cs of the traffic jam,bnyk la hotties,white girls me n apek dpt usha hhaha
xle bla !
smpai ftsal place,agak lmbt.the others dh main dh..
i played two games jer,tp ok !
scored 4 goals hahahaa
bangga !
then things got outta hand.stuff happend.

balik tu minum2 wit the guys kt pinang bsar.
then lepak dpan uitm plak,shisha hahahaha
oh btw !
then jumpe abg sedara madi,we talked bussiness mayneee hahaha

now on9.update this blog.
tu je.
sorry xde mood lagi nk buat my post's intersting lol haha

Saturday, August 8, 2009

for you.

well, now on ill try updating my blog more frequently .
this is only because of her.
a friend of mine.
she wants me to write about what is going on,how i am.
i will.for u i will.

take care you.
it was nice meeting u.
it really was.
hopefully we'll meet again.

stay cheerful and fun always !
do not change . do not ever change.

Wednesday, June 10, 2009


our leader.
our hope.
our future.
our world.




Tuesday, June 9, 2009

i do regret.

having you in my life was the best thing that ever happened.
loving you was amazing.
leaving you really hurt me as well.
trust me, it wasnt easy.
i know i am the dumbest dumb shit alive.
i am.
i admit.
but some things are just not meant to be,
at least not now.

i wish you the best in everything u do all right.

and i do regret the thing i did.
but i cant take it back.
im sorry.

for now its better like this.

and the truth,
i do miss you.

Thursday, June 4, 2009

move along

moving down and down...

away from the list..

away from the spot..

the heart..

the hearts..

forgotten day by day..

moving down and down..

the bottom..

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

phone screwed up !

attention :

for some that know my celcom number, please do not contact or text or call that number.
the phone used with that sim card is SCREWED !
jatuh 4 floors dude !
so, anything, just contact me on my maxis number aite ?

Monday, June 1, 2009


Bury all your secrets in my skin.
Come away with innocence, and leave me with my sins.
The air around me still feels like a cage
And love is just a camouflage for what resembles rage again...

So if you love me, let me go.
And run away before I know.
My heart is just too dark to care.
I can't destroy what isn't there.

Deliver me into my Fate -
If I'm alone I cannot hate
I don't deserve to have you...
Ooh, my smile was taken long ago,
If I can change I hope I never know.

I still press your letters to my lips
And cherish them in parts of me that savor every kiss.
I couldn't face a life without your light,
But all of that was ripped apart, when you refused to fight.

So save your breath, I will not care.
I think I made it very clear.
You couldn't hate enough to love.
Is that supposed to be enough?

I only wish you weren't my friend.
Then I could hurt you in the end.
I never claimed to be a Saint...
Ooh, my own was banished long ago,
It took the Death of Hope to let you go

So break yourself against my stones
And spit your pity in my soul.
You never needed any help...
You sold me out to save yourself...

And I won't listen to your shame.
You ran away, you're all the same.
Angels lie to keep control...
Ooh, my love was punished long ago,
If you still care, don't ever let me know...
If you still care, don't ever let me know..


Friday, May 29, 2009



i miss her now

so badly

wtf am i doing !

bdo aku ni !

aaahhhhh !

im sorry

im the weak one

there is nothing wrong with you
u have never done anything wrong
its me
the problem is me
im sorry it ended like this
i do still love u
and i mean it
things are complicated now..
hope u understand
thanks for the memories

Monday, May 25, 2009

student tesl sial !

hello !

its my third day here,so far so good =)

well the bad thing is, wifi ade !tp lemah dowwwww..
but the good news, in my room there's thing broadband thingy that the seniors left,i guess.n its still useable !haha

quite busy rite now,no pics or watever yet..


Friday, May 22, 2009

my girl.

my girl.

Nur Liyana Amera Mazlan. the first girl that has ever given me so much love. appreciated me. trusted me. you've stolen my heart. and its forever yours.

since early last year,u have loved me non stop.
i myself,aint that perfect. im not that kind. not that adorable. not that hot.
everything thats nice, im simply not.
but you.
you're perfect.
the way you smile and the way u talk.
the way u giggle and the way walk.
the way ur mouth is when ur sad.
the way you hold me tight when ur feeling bad.
you. you. you.
theres just too much to say about you !
and non of it is negative.

baby,i really hope this sweet and unbreakable relationship will maintain and stay strong.
baby,i apologize for everything ive done to you.and i mean EVERYTHING.
i have to admit,im crying.
i cant stop these tears from dripping out.
they just keep flowing out and out.
you to me are everything !
youre the stars that brighten my night.
you make me smile and laugh like im some kind of freak !
but inside,only i know that its your love thats making me feel so.....amazing.
ur amazing !

i sayang you dari mula.
till now.
and forever.

i called you,i cried.
i couldnt stop.
i didnt care how it made me sound like..
i dont !
i want you to know that this heart inside of me,is urs for the taking..

"jangan kau bimbang sayang,
dimana ku berada,
dengan siapa ku bersama,
jangan bimbang,
ku tetap kau yg punya."

those lyrics are just quite simple to get rite?
syg,trust me ok =)
like i trust you..

"i dont wanna close my eyes,
i dont wanna fall asleep,
cause i miss you baby,
and i dont wanna miss a thing."
those are the lyrics which tell you how i feel rite now.
i dont wanna sleep. i dont wanna go.
i just wanna stay here,the way i am rite now.home.
i just wanna be with u laa !
thats it !
with u !

Thursday, May 21, 2009

my blood

its been 18 years now. you guys have given everything to me. provided me everything. from food to shelter. from shelter to knowledge. from knowledge to LOVE. and it goes on and on without stopping. since i was a a little kid growing up,u guys have shown me n given me so much love. you told me i was the greatest there is. u guys told me how clever i am even though im not. u guys told me how adorable i looked when i was growing up. how easy it was raising me. i just..aaaaaaaaa... dont know how to say it in words. but i really appreciate everything ive been given. now,its my time to live on my own. i hope you all will trust me and support me =) ok? mama, ur the best mom there is. ur everything a son could ever dream of having. uve given me so much support from the beginning. u told me never to give up. u told me u love me,and i believe you. cause i do to.. i love you. please forgive me for everything ive done. ive caused u a lot of trouble. ive done so many things to hurt you,yet..uve always stayed by my side. thanks mama. i swear ill take care of myself. ill pray for you,ill try to be a better person. dont you worry ok? im always here.always for you. u know ive always have your back in anything. nobody can ever replace u,i swear to God that i really LOVE YOU ! abah, faris minta maaf. i know even though u have been strict to me since i was young,deep inside of you,i know that u love me. that u love this family so much. ur trying so hard to support this family. u being strict have always been the main reason why i am,the person i am now. why im strong inside.mentally and physically. thank you. afiq and wahida, korang jgn nakal ! korang help mama n abah around the house when im not around.ok? study ! jgn buat mama n abah mara taw? dont be stubborn like i am !dont !


Wednesday, May 20, 2009

The Fliibertigibbet's

wondering what the hell ' The Flibbertigibbet's ' are ?
well, a 'flibbertigibbet' is a silly, gossipy person. got that from the dictionary.
correct me if im wrong.
so basically that is a quite big word yet almost accurate in letting you know who we are =)

so,right here, i would like to say a couple of things before i leave for uitm,which is tomorrow.
im sorry for being such a dick,bastard,celaka,fucker,buto..hhahahaha.or watever it is i am.
im sorry dudes =)
forgive me,and all my mistakes.
all that ive done,is truly who i am.
so if its bad or good,its still who i am.
being with you all for the last 2 and a half years was a BOMB !
serious shit..i didnt ever think i would be such an active person like who i am now.
i proudly say i aint matured yet ! hahaha
and so are u guys doww..
theres too much sweet n bitter memories between us.
the fights we fought. how we backed each other up no matter what.
too much.

take care of yourself aite. try NOT to be so sad all the time. and i mean it !
cheer up brotha !
uve still got years ahead of u,dont be regretfull of anyting.
u wanna join OIAM ? haha.go for it !
u win,u get a money.its split between us.aite?haha
you a lot of my secrets,thats hot important and trustfull i am towards you..
dont let no body push u around,ur tougher then u look.
dont let no body stand in ur way,fite back..
btw,aku impressed and proud of you dow.cekap bwk manual dh.haha
si telinga capang ! si cur....err....nothing ! aint suppose to say it in public.
yall know what i mean rite?hahaha
u gotta stay the way you are now. i gotta admit something dow..
even tho ive known u quite lonnggg...
ur still quite mysterious to me,its hard to say why.but you are.haha
we've been a team since the day we started school. then neighbors.
to team mates.haha
we've been through a lot !
oh yeah,take care of my xmen dvd's maynee ! ill want em back when i get home.haha
keep collecting those psp games,we still gotta trade each other for games.

my 'dark side' my friend.haha.
my heavy metal, death metal friend ! haaha
thanks a lot for everything. all the rides to school,to work.
counter strike-ing together.haha
its been a blast !
eventhough aku still bengang cs kau xd kuar ngan aku lngsng g kl ke apeeee.haha
tp still,uve made up by hanging wit me at the bistro,cc,karaoke and ftsal.haha
my nigger ! haha
hows life dude? hows matrix?
missing us brothers back in nilai?
cs we sure are...haha
look im going as well,further then u !haha
but that dont mean we gotta break this frenship we got,we still meet up =)
bistro,wathing football.haha
btw,sorry for causing you lotta trouble,ejek2 kau..seriously sorry..
i wanna stop,but 'that' kid keep tempting me in for more ! haha
u know who? =P
so keep in touch,n keep that love of yours horny wei !hahaha
xdee aaaa .saje jeee.haha
sorry again

ok,the famous and legendary Fikri.haha
the one and only 'HOTSTUFF' in the groupp.haha
the clown that makes us laugh all the time...
the one that brightens up everyones day..
oh,no2..u bright up our day,but not the guy ur teasing and dissing.haha
u deserve to be called 'King Flibbertigibbet' hahahahaha
thanks for everything wei,aku syg gile kt kau !
after this i aint gonna bother u.haha
u can go jog or jerk off anytime now !
theres no 'zet' to come buzzing of ur house anymore.haha
you brotha,no matter how 'Hot' you,please im begging you !
dont turn ur back on me,on us !
ur too valuable to be lost.same goes to all of yall !
dont got no where dude.stay with us.

even tho at the last minute we got close,uve still been a lot of fun to be with dow.serious shit !
even though kau kene bahan ngan bulat bnyk,kau still stayed strong and tough !
i respect ya ! haha
next time,we'll hangout again.jgn x ikut wei !
kau penting !
in a lotttt of ways.hahahha

btw.sorry for the nigger slang that i write
dh terbiasa dow=)

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

the journey to....

to where ?

alotta places actually. haha.
u'll find out by reading this entry..aite?

here we go.....
we planned on sunday to go out,since its my last week as an unemployed,jobless yet with a quite bright future i can say . haha
bulat wanted to go to the library. the library next to Dataran Merdeka. i dont remember the formal name for it tho.sorry.haha
then i wanted to go shop some stuff for uitm. bag,shirts etc.
but i actually planned to go shop for these things with Leeya,but then..she's got mid year exams..night tuitions...
so..babe,sorry sngt2..i know how terribly sad u are..i know,im super duper sorry sayangg....
next time we'll go out alrite? i promise.. =)
so anyway,arep didnt join,last2 minute he's dad asked him to drive him to the biggies dude,uve got other important things..
in arham case..haha,a big case realy..he's got the chicken pox ! lol

so,it was again..bulat adi and me !
we went early,cs bulat went to kl with his dad,which means he's been there since like 7am.haha
so then on the train me and adi was like super active for a normal human being on a early monday morning.haha
there was this lil indian kid infront of us,quite cute.he was like bulat dow.haha
he kept on staringgggggggg..haha
alotta shit happnd,but one of the dumbest shit was when bulat txt me sayin 'kau ktne?'
adi reply by txting suming bout 'celah bedah' hahhaha..
adi xtaw pun bedah was bulat's moms name/hahaha
i could feel how pissed he was waitng at kl cntral and being dissed.hahahaha
then we met at kl cntral...
to lazy to write too detailed.haha

then we had an early lunch or was it a late breakfst?haha
u know that mamak stall under the monorail,yeah?
we had lunch there.haha
there was two stalls there,beside each other,and they were tryna win us by getting us in their stall..
i couldnt care less,wtf ! mane yg dkat aku pegi je la kn.haha
but then...that closest stall was like super shitty kut,the guy that took out order was quite funny yet annoying .haha
his face came to close to us taw? 'makan ape adik?...'
hahaha,he reminded me and bulat bout of those american football coaches.hahah
i dont rely know how to explain it,but..there it is..haha
then he said there wasnt any 'maggi goreng' me and adi was about to leave the stall,grabbing bulat beg already..then that guy came back..
saying 'nk megi goreng ke?'
wtf ! ckp cm bdo la kau ! hahaha
so then we ordered meggi goreng kosong,without sayur.haha
FYI : im alergic to sayur !
but then the meal came..
WITH sayur..bdo jer ! fck jer...
aaaa,was to nice to complain.haha
ate it,but picked the veggies out

then headed to t.square..
was gonna search for shirts,begs and watever..
we went in metrojaya,cs adi said there were some nice ties there..
uh...he's a fake ! there aint no nice tie's,there were all like big and fat ties.haha
then we found this lil store selling those so called 'skinny ties's' for rm5 a piece..
ill take two ! =P
then we went store by store..literally saying btw..
there was one store selling shirts,but none of them was,next !
then went in ed n edd..did i spell it rite?dunoo..
i wanted to get that tshirt i saw with leeya wen we went out,a pink floyd tshrt bai!haha
but ,no sign of there was there tshrts..bob dylan n sape yg tshirt ntah..
quite cool,me n adi tried it out..ouh!it was nice.. !hahha
but then i said,we'll come back later wen i hav extra money after getting other important stuffs frst..if i had the money after...hahah

then adi wore a bag he bought from petaling street,i looked quite cool dow ! =P
so decided to get one there..
we walked all the way from ts to petaling street..
then we found this stall selling an oakley beg,i asked how much.he said rm100 summing,couldnt remember how much exactly..but then bulat started bargaining..haha..and we tried threating him by leaving the stall.haha
then he got to the lowest price maynneee...rm60 !haha
but i said,'tngok tmpt lain dulu ar'
then i ended up buying the same beg as adi,but for rm5 lesser then he's.hahaha

then we went to cm,but stoped to get summin to eat at a mamak near cm..
only me n bulat ate,both of us had the same blended mango.hahaha
then arep called me,asking me where we were..
he just got back from the hosptal,so we told him 'dtg ar sini dow !'
but he had his fucking lame excuses.haha
one of em...
"aku xpndai ar sorang naik ktm."
arrrgh ! FCK YOU MATE !hahaha
then we went in cm,bulat wanted to look at the painting at art booths there..
he was was i dude !
the art and paintng was amazing..
and i wonder,why these talented artist cant make a living out of it..i mean..
bulat talked to one of the pakcik's there..he told us quite sad and heartbreaking stories,it affected bulat alot..hahahahaha

then we headed to dataran merdeka,hung out at the library..all bulats idea btw !haha
but the library was peacefull,i liked it...
i, tesl student,i need to develop that reading habbit dow..
adi n bulat read those arcithecturing books.
me? dun ask..i was quite blurr myself at that time..
one dumb rule bout the library was that,u had to wear shoes to get in..
quite dumb dont u tink..
well,its my opininion..
then we hung out at the dataran..
one dumb incident happnd.haha
there was 3 white guys playin football behinf us,then one of the guys kicked the ball at us..
so bulat pun,ape lagi..
he kicked back,hard.hahaha
the guy went 'yeheeiiii' hahahaa
but then,haha..
bulats left selipar went tearing apart.hahaha
bulat was like 'pantat kau white boy' !hahahaha

we had to walk all the way back to cm to get hi selipars..
poor him, he had to walk with one feet uncovered..
or he had to the selipars in order not to let the selipars away from his feet.haha

then we headed back times square,i wanted that tshrt.but then luckly,i found a store with quite nice shirts..
i bought one,but..hurm..found out that adi didnt like the shirt i
biar ar ! fck off laa !hahaha
so,i made up my mind to not get that tshrt cs i needed to buy myself some collared tshrts for uitm..
so then we headed home,but stopped byt midvalley..
i needed to buy some collared tshirts,and bulat wanted to take a look at those onitsuka sneaks..
i bougt my collared tshrt at padini,got 2 of em..
bulat said some stuff..mengejek ar...
that made adi upset ! MERAJOK !
for real...hahahaha
he was rely upset,he left but we followed him tho...
then bulat said sorry,he was playing around..
we headed back home then..
on the train..
in front of us,their was one old lady..eating or chewing on sumting..
then to the left of her mouth,,that thing she chewed on was like coming out..
it was like errrr...white...errr...wet....errere...
wait ! hahaha
white? wet?
wtf,that sounded quite funny alrite,some of u might undrstand wat it is im talking bout.hahahahah
anyway,bulat was fucking dumb,talking too loud to me and adi bout that old lady,i laughed the hell out !hahahah
then another old man to the left ,he was asleep..
with his ultra glowed out yellow shirt..with his super hot ,blut hotpants.haha
his mouth was like moving to the left,moving upp..
aahhhm,i cant explain it.hhahaha
ade lagi sorang ni,awek bajet hot !hahahahaha
she was like big rite,but wearing too tight clothes.hahha
with her bright pink tights.hahhaha
oh !

well ! there u got people =)
the journey of 3 nilai dudes...

btw ! bnyk sngt aku left out dow !
like dari awal smpai balik aku n adi bahan bulat dow !haha
for the frst time,kene kn die...

pics can be viewed on my myspace profile.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

noe's tagg

What is your nickname?

zet.tu jee

Your mum calls you by this name...

faris azizi

You are closer to your mother or father?


Your siblings calls you by this name...

abg,oi,babi !

You have someone special (bf/gf) in your heart.(Y/N)

yeshhh !

List down 3 of your good behaviours.

i.baca bismillah 21 kali before tidur.

ii. dngr ckp mama.

iii. ape lagi....haha

List down 3 of your bad behaviours.

i. i make my parents sad too much

ii. make her sad as well

iii. aku jahat !

What is your favourite past times? Give 2.

i. breaking the ceiling of the class 4sn on 2007.haha.

ii. panjat bumbung skolah smkts !haha

Your favourite colours are? Give 5.

i. hitam

ii. putih

iii. purple

iv. grey

v. brown

Song of your life is?

aslyn - thats when i love you.bnyk lagi kut ! bnyk !

Name one person you admire the most.

leeyaa laa !and my mom !

Name one of your ex (nickname is allowed)

one of my ex ? Sophie Colmer.wuhuuu.hahaha

The worst word/phrase cursed by you.

"you one balled bastard ! "

Who is the one you miss the most now?

Leeya !

Who is the one who ignores you most of the time?

boron !haha

Who is the one who always keep you company?

Leeyaa !

Name the model of your phone.

k750i and nokia ape ntah.haha

Name the model of your laptop.

fuyoo ! haha..VAIO VGN-NS25G haha

Name one person you hate the most.


Name the person you love the most.

Nur Liyana Amera Mazlan

The situation you hate the most.

there was once. arep taw ! haha.ingt x arep?haha

One word describing yourself.


What are you thinking now?

nk berak !

Classifies your friends as follows.

clever : asya

naughty : leeya

hardworking : farik

funny : bulat

sweet : leeya

unpredictable : adi

mysterious : tony mafia.haha

kind : leeya

caring : leeya

handsome : arep ! padahal nk ckp aku.haha

beautiful : leeya

cute : leeya

wild : owwh.leeyaa ! =P haha

big : haha.bulat?haha

small : me

If you're asked to shout, what will it be?

maaa ! jom anta faris KTM!

tagg for ?

frankie foo !
adiba diba !
kak yang !
ashraf !
arep !
bulat !
fara !
farik !

Falling Slowly

Glen Hansard and Marketa Irglova - Falling Slowly

I don't know you
But I want you
All the more for that
Words fall through me
And always fool me
And I can't react
And games that never amount
To more than they're meant
Will play themselves out

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you have a choice
You'll make it now

Falling slowly, eyes that know me
And I can't go back
Moods that take me and erase me
And I'm painted black
You have suffered enough
And warred with yourself
It's time that you won

Take this sinking boat and point it home
We've still got time
Raise your hopeful voice you had a choice
You've made it now
Falling slowly sing your melody
I'll sing along

i dedicate this song firstly to you babe =D

and also to any other loving couples.
or anyone that has any feelings of love to another person.

song taken from the movie, Once.

p/s : listen to the song playing on my blog right now.these are the lyrics to it. goodnight.

Friday, May 15, 2009

kemaluan besar ! lol =P

5.30 !

where the hell is pdil wei? thought he was gonna come pick me at tbun.ape lagi kn,CounterStrike la !haha
so i sent him a comment on myspace,oh yes.that dude was apparently online.haha
then he replied, saying that he had trouble with transportation and all..
kete rosak kut..
so i said,all right.ill just go with bulat n meet u guys there.aite? haha

so the journey continues..........

around 6.30,we arrived at tbun. no sign of them dudes. called arham. he was still home,waiting for pdil. so xpe,kite tunggu la jap..
then my mistake, atika was there..we talked..bla bla bla..
haha,even she was surprised how i got in uitm.hahaha.
well,rezeki aku laa kut =P

then we headed for al-salam.i ordered blended chocalate while bulat ordered blended mango.haha
once in a while,u gotta act rich mayne ! ceh !haha
then we saw my neigbor uncle tahir n auntie balqys(beckham n buntal's parents) and safwan(their lil brother) haha
bulat was like a bit blurr.he wanted to sit next to their table..
i was like "nak gak duk situ an.haha"
then he just realised who they were.haha.same old bulat.

the thing is..........
i was sitting facing their table,and i could of sworn that auntie n uncle was facing us and smiling.haha
at times i was like smiling back,yet i didnt seem to get any reply a nod or sumting.haha
then they kept on lookin,smiling.haha
i got a bit annoyed and malu gak la kn =P
so i told bulat that they were looking,bulat turned back to look then he smiled at safwan.hahhaha
then safwan acted like he didnt see ! haha
then all of the sudden the table beside us was like "heyy !...."
aaaarghhhh !hahha
fucker !
malu giler siallll...
we thought that they were looking at us,but...hahahah..celaka !!

me and bulat controlled the embarassmett for a couple of seconds,then we burst into laughter.hah
we laughed so hard,so fucking loud maynneeee !hahah
that was embarassing dow...

so after that,we went back home.
as i step through the inside of the house.
my phone rang " all the girls standing in the line for the bathroom,all the girls standing in th..."
it was arham..he said they just arrived tbun,where the fuck are we?hahaha
i said, " baru smpai dow !"
i wanted to go back,but i aint got no transportationnnn...
asking bulat to go back ?
i gave it a secong thought..
its like im bosing him,maghrib.he probably couldnt go out at maghrib.
even if my parents were home,they wouldnt let me out when its maghrib.
hahha.lpas maghrib bole...
so i wanted them.pdil or arham or whoever to pick me up..
but,no answer.hahhah
xpe2 !

pdil,i undrstand..ur chicken,afraid of the KING OF COUNTER STRIKE rite here.haha
(padahal im shitty,and he's like the god of war !)haha

the end.

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

nothing much



Tuesday, May 12, 2009

14 Months Together



a thirst for blood ? dow ?

im always thirsty these days dow. its like every single minute i need a cold drink beside me dow.
serious shit dow. thats how fcking hot malaysia is dow.
siot dow.
i just drank a bottle of cold ice lemon tea dow,then 2 cans of root beer dow.
followed by a couple of sips of water dow.
its cold drinks,its nice dow !
but the thirst is still there,dow !
shit dow, i tink its a different thirst im having dow !
A THIRST OF BLOOD ,dow !haha
aku dh mengarut apa ni,dow !
if so,i dont remember getting bitten by a vampire dow !
im bored dow !
im thirsty , and these 'nyamuks' are getting on my nerve dow !
you fuckin filthy lil creatureess ! errr,dow !!
too many 'dows' eh ? i give a shit.....

Wednesday, May 6, 2009

who else got in UITM MELAKA


my one and only

you're the reason im the man i am now.
you're the reason im strong.
you're full of patience.
you're full of love and laughter.
i wouldn't trade u in for nothing
you're want i want, and what i need.
you complete me, you do.
you make my life so colorful and challenging.
i won your heart, now its the toughest challenge.
keeping it.
i want you the way you are now.
i never want you to change,ok?
you're beautiful.
you're sweet.
you're everything that nice.
and neat.
you're my everything.
you're my world.
loving you for more then a year now has been the most lovable gift ive ever been given.
dont nobody dare take that away from me !
i trust you with all my heart.
i love you the fullest.
and you're my one and only.



sorry aku xsempat nak jumpe kau this saturday,ajak lepak kn? sorry.
i gotta head back penang dow,kampung jap !

so the best of luck to you.
we'll meet up on holidays bro,no worries,ur juz around the corner,ur still in negeri sembilan.haha
aint tat far..

one thing i dont realy get is,apehal ajak lepak ngan kite xjoin dow?
haha,mayb i do know a couple of reasons why.
yeah,i get it =P

bring it back ASAP la babi !

gudluck brotha .
may the force be with you.

Saturday, May 2, 2009

UPU results.

not to be proud or what la kn, but..i got in !

all right, to me, its quite a big deal. cause tngok la results aku,bukan gempak pun . hancur kut.
tapi, alhamdullilah i got accepted in uitm,tesl.


Monday, April 27, 2009

Sunday, April 26, 2009

Sir Arthur Conan Doyle...

Once you eliminate the impossible, whatever remains, no matter how improbable, must be the truth.

Friday, April 24, 2009

anger managment.huh..

anger managment.


change is permanent.

is this the end ?

all right, now things are really different, but this time its permanent. i think.
is the end for us, dudes?
is it?
some might be thinking how fucking desperate i am in needing my friends.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

9/11 was an inside job.

one of the many evidence that 9/11 was an inside job.

Bush claimed that he was in a classroom when he was told that the second plane had crashed the World Trade Center.

but, he also claimed that he had witness the first plane crash on tv.


the video of the crashes was only aired on tv the next day.
how could he have witness the attack when the video wasn't even aired yet?


information gathered from the series revealing the truth, 'The Arrivals'.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

theorist conspirac

blame the Zion's
or blame the Freemason,
blame the Nazi
and The Klux Klux Klan
blame the elders
blame history
blame every one
but You.

easily blaming every one else
when disaster strikes
free your mind
to truth
because the truth
is inside You.

credits to arham for the malay version of this poem.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

s u k a s u k i (TAG)

5 Characteristics of your dream guy/girl

1. superrrr dupppeerrrr cute !
2. yes2,she's gotta be understanding.
3. faithful.
4. loyal !
5. sweet n loving n caring !haha

5 Characteristics that you have never like in a guy/girl

1. the ones that done give a shit bout me !
2. the ones that are not yet matured !
3. too controlling and complains alot !
4. the ones that aren't open minded !
5. the ones that aren't educated !

5 feelings that you have when you're out with the one you admire

1. loved =D
2. joyful =D
3. easy and relaxed =D
4. blinded from all of my problms =D
5. i feel like im not of the world =D

5 places that you want to travel with your loved one

1. Venice
2. Italy
3. Paris

4. Langkawi =P

5 special things that you would give to your loved one

1. my heart.
2. kisses and hugs =P
3. breakfast on the bed.hehe
4. cook lunch and dinner for her every saturday nights.
5. i would give the whole entire galaxy to her !

5 songs that you will sing to your partner

1. thats when i love you - Aslyn
2. your beautiful - James Blunt
3. for you i will - Teddy Geiger
4. When will i see you face again - Jamie Scott
5. love you till the end - The Pogues

5 friends that you want to tag

1. Farek
2. Frankie Foo !
3. Fara Mokhtar
4. Fynn Jamal !haahhha
5. you ! you're reading this rite? im tagging u, BIATCH !

since i dont have alotta frens in this blog thingy.haha

Thursday, April 16, 2009

i need my friends back.

everthings different now days. The friends are different,my life is different. its actually hard to describe the changes thats taking place,but its changing.

its been quite long since i last posted up anyting,rite? so like,i dont know why i kinda wanna write shit rite, it goes..

my life is changing,i realize is now. friends falling apart. friends changing. its no fun anymore like it used to be. one thing is for sure,working at Rasamas,with me,bulat,farek,adi n got us rely did.n i so fcking regret resigning so early ! why the fuk did i do that for !
NO !
if we stayed working,we would still be hanging out.we would still be laughing during work !
i we stayed working,Arham would come hangout with us everytime he finshd work ! he would drop by then waited for us to finish n then have a quick drink at the bistro ! we wuld still b tite like b4 !
then we all wuld still b skipping work toghter ! PONTENG PUN SKALI !!
FCUK !!!
and evrytime we finshd work,we would hangout at areps kdai makan,or infront of bulats house,or anywhre !! but...togheter..
but wat happnd now??
haha..sume dh lain kn?
farek is quite,ur like completly diffrnt,dude i miss the old u !
we went to ur house,we wantd to laugh,but it was diffrnt,u were diffrnt dude.tell me y?
is it me? is it us?
even though u say its nothing,i know its somting !rite?
arham......ur quite aswell....wats up? hows life ? hows work?
damn !
then adi...adi's gone,he left..
u went back to puchong,then evrything went diffrnt.i dont know,mayb u do bring us all togther. but wit u gone,our days arent the same. i dont know wat to say rely,i mean..i dont know how to say it..its like we're falling apart..
uve chnged number,u havnt been online in ages !
i know,ur intrnt is fuckd..
tp...aaahhh..miss u dude...
arep n bulat,yall alrite..i mean,i still get to hangout wit yall,mayb cs we're in the neighbrhood kn? but...i feel it,u guys are chnging as well .or mayb its juz my feelings....

look,in a couple of months from now..we're gone rite..dffrnt places.atleast lets enjoy the time we got rite now. !
arep's gonna go to uniten,rite? in PAHANG !
then me,adi n arham got offered the same uitm place.melaka.
well,,i hope i get in..n i hope u two will get in as well...
arham intrviewd for mass com,adi for art n for me,tesl.

when was the last time we all hung out together? i cant rely rmember..
if we went out,there wuld be like 2 or 3 of us missing.rite??
for once dudes,lets hangout toghter..
we planed on goin to genting,langkawi n shit,but it never happnd !pft.
i need you guys.
i need my frends back.
the old frends.
the old FAREK. the old ARHAM. the old ADI. the old AREP.and the old BULAT !!
i know,mayb i am diffrnt,im not tat good a fren.ive done bad sorry.i am..
but i need yall with me..


Leeya,dont love for you is still here =D
you're one of the reasons that i wake up with a big smile on my face. this week's been quite for fun for us,kn? =D
a lot of time we spent hanging out,alamanda..putrajaya..ur place..=D
even though some days ur really busy with school work,at night uve got tuition classes, i understand.=D
no matter what u do,where u are,who ure with..i always have faith n trust in =D
oh yeah..for yall information,me n leeya our 13th months togther now !=P

Saturday, March 21, 2009

not in the mood

im not in the mood to write.
not in the mood to do shit!

ps.i love u!


Result Spm aku ok kut.

got no idea in writing rite now.padahal bnyk events tat happnd last 2 months.

Friday, February 20, 2009

just stuff.

a secret: she is camera shy!

tangan die tu=P

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

to them.


come to tink of it,those frens at skool.were never frens at all..
not all of em,but most of em..
they fucking forgot me,fucked!lol

dnt give a shit!
ive got Leeya,Adi,Bulat,Arep,Farek n Arham..n lain2!

but them,perghh..i feel like ive been stabbed.
i rely dont care bout them anymore.n i mean it.

hav a wonderful life,salam.

Sunday, February 15, 2009

Valentines Day.

it was the first 14th february tat me n leeya will b sharing together=)
but before all the romantic story begins...........

was a early saturday morning to wake up to.
hari ni laa,hari sukan sekola menengah..aku xtaw la nape aku cm semangat jerk nk pegi..
mayb cs sports day means alot to always has been important to me..
lagi2 last year,ketua rumah merah!hahaha
so this year nk la pegi tngok kn...
but,leeya xderrrrr..she went to mantin,training netball kt sanee..
so abit sad n disapointed laa die xde...
but,wat to doo=P
so then smpai2,bdak2 baru nk abes pembarisan..
ade la a couple of familiar
then farek pun smpai..lepak2 ngan die jer laaa..bla..bla..bla..
afiq,my brother pun ade mask acara,,LUZZZERRRR!!!!
then at 11 kut,balik.hahaha..agaknye dad aku pun was bored .lol..
x meriah lngsung dowww..
so afta tat,balik laaa..tkar2 baju..then pegi sermban2 wit the famly..
g tngok movieee=)
lama xtgok movie ngan famlyy...
seriously,a fucking shitty movie!!!
not worth ur money dow!!
xtaw ar if korang suke kn..
tp for me,the frst one was wayyyyyy betterrrr!!!

so after tngok movie,balik.sempat la rest couple of hours..
then kul 6.30 aku g rasamas..lepak2 jap..
then lepak ngan bal,shafiq n syaza while tunggu leeya dtg=)
dorang baru abes tucen,so citer2 ar..

then at 8,leeya dtg=)
kite lepak secret recipe jeee..
she looked pretty,as always.hehe
but mlm ni,bnykkkkk citer2 die!hehehe..
she was funny,made me mad at
mkan lasagna xnk pun cuap ii kn baby!!!heehehe..
then we talked, xpuas laaa!!
n after a while,tings got kinda sadd..she told me stuff tat was serious,n how much i meant to her.
i beleive uuuuuu..

'i sangup bunuh u dari orang lain dapat u'

then lpas makan cake sume,tungu eman dtg amik die kt dpan 7e..
kt tepi tu,bulat,arham sume ade..ahaha..
bulat kuar2 jer,hug adi!hahhaha.
leeya pun trgelak jgak=P
then,she went....


later tat nite,lepak2 dpan rasamas,tungu si shemale closwing!hahaha

errrr..ngantok ar.nite

Friday, February 13, 2009

my mood.

these 2-3 days have been quite moody for moods changed,from being happy to rely sad.from being fun to boring..
BABE,I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ADI,BULAT,FAREK,ARHAM,AREP...rindu sial lepak2!!

sorry dh bout 3days x post new events tat occurred,xde mood sngt...
im super tired,xckup tdo..alotta tings on my mind..
its juz to tiring for me..

leeya's been busy jgak,with netball..and congrats to u sayang,cs terpilih mewakili negeri for netball.
so this means,she wont be parcipating utk sukan tahunan tomorw.tu laa aku agak moody tu..
ive waited quite long laa,nk pegi tngok die,support die..
tp she has to got to mantin,traing plak..
i fhm sayang,fhm sngt..
i know u xnk join team tu,but trpaksa.but its ok,i support u in anyting u do.seriously.
but im juz a lil sad,but ill be fine =)
dnt worry.

then,tomorows VALENTINES DAY.
and i rely hope dpt kluar kjap tomorw nite with her,pegi makan2 ker..
tu pun if she doesnt have to stay at mantin for the nite.
harap2 u xyah tdo sane..
i want u to come back,spend time with me.pleasseeee...

i miss u much more then before.
i have tears coming outta my eyes..
it means tat i miss u sngt2,n i love u.
i wanna spend time with u,like we did wen i was still in school.
i wanna see u smile evryday.
i wanna hear u laugh to my jokes.
i want u to hug me,hold me tite.dnt ever let go.
i miss moments with u.


Tuesday, February 10, 2009

10.2.09 (tuesday)

ape kabo mu sume?sehattt?heeeeee..
so today,is a beautiful,full of surprises,adventure,new journeys,new facts,new evryting..
tats wat i tink about each morning,i have to tink positive,in order for my day to start out sweeet=)
so today woke up around 10.30,then tngok hp laaa.she txt me juz before she left for skool..
i always take about 5-10mins to tink bout her each morning wen i wake upp..
its like,theres no way i can ever forget this girl.SERIOUS!!!
then mandi2,brkfst n do normal tings laaa..
at 11.30 g work..adi n farik arini offdayyyy..
so smpai2 jerk,punch card..then masuk jaga bar..
then kene sound dgn sir adam..cs smalm aku punch card,n blah on time,11pm!hahaha...
ptutnye aku kne gak tlg2 org lain closing.hahhah..
so minx maak kt sir,n kak ain n zikrul.wont happen agen..
today pu,xbnyk customer sngt ok ar,relax jerk..
at 4.26,aku n bulat both rest..btw,rasamas aku rule ni,time rest kene pkai sweater or jacket,kalo x xleh makan,n duduk kt fuck gak an???
tat was y aku gune duet gaji beli sweater baru..
dhla panas,nk lagi pkai sweater.bdoo arrr!!
so lpas makan.jd cashier.bulat balik kul 6..
then bla..bla..bla..
oh yeah,btw ade ar bdak rasamas ni,Shafiq,die td kene tegur sket,psal sideburn die..
lpas tu trus blah,xmsk balik dh kejer.ghahahahaha..
mcm2 ar bdak2 ni..
so at 8,aku pun abes..handover dgn ariel,aku short...23sen!haha..
then aku kuar,pegi kt leeya=)
die tucen kul 8.hehe..
time die kuar car,she was kinda not in a good mood,sad,xpelaa..
so then aku pun g laa maybank jap,jln kaki jerk,sorang2..sedih ar..
aku kuarkn duet sket..
then adie pun smpai.lepak2 jap..
then g amik bulat kt rumah.aku bwk kete adi!bes dowwww.hahaha..
tp auto,lelaki sejati bwk manual,baru racer !hahaha//
ADI X RACER!!!gayyyyyy...hahaha...
xleeee..saje aku main2..
lpas amik bulat,balik rasamas,tungu farik..
then g jln2 around bbn,experimnt dgn camera bulat..mcm2 pics kte snap..
farek ngah kored idung ar,si adie ngan buat tarian die ar..
nnt,aku post pics nyer.haahaha..
then balik2,lepak jap secret recipe..
cs kul 10 ade meeting kt rasamas,mmg every month ade meeting ni..
so lepak jap..then leeya txt,die baru abes tcuen..aku pun pegila teman die jap,hehe..
rindu wooo!
dpt hold her hand jap td,while tungu eman abes call dlm kete.hahahaha
btw,sayang...i felt sumting special,while we were holding hands=)
it was sweet.,seriously diffrnt,nicee...=)
then lpas die pegi,balik scret recipe,makan2 cake..then bla la..
g rasamas,stat meetng kul 11..ended at 12.50...mcm2 hal la cite td,lawak2 bnyk gaka r..hahaha..
then lepak jap dpan 7e*btw,sory,xdetailed sngt.tired n ngantok ni.*
then balik...
the end.

Monday, February 9, 2009


im back agen,like usual,gonna tell u peeps bout my day.ok?
here it goes...
ngah sdap btul tido td,ngan weather yg perfect,fresh smell of the morning air..sdap btul tidur..
paknjang aku dtg,lompat2 atas katil,trkejut aku!
thenn baru ingt,pnjang,dad aku n pklong aku arini sume g main the cousins,aunties sume dtg umah aku..
aku amik phone ade txt from her=)
she sed shes out to school,netball prctice..ehehe..
then ade txt lagi,dari bulat..die ckp aku off arini!yay!
dpt ar rest,n lepak2 ngan cousins ke ape..
so mandi2,turun auntie ju n lil cousins,kiko n danish dh kt bwah=)
had brkfast sambil sembang2..then mama suh g beli sprite n ice,die nk buat punch..
aku pun g la,amik kete kelisa tuu..hehe..
after beli,balik..
before kuar dari car,ade txt..farik kut yg txt,cs 019....then it says tat i come in to work at 4-11..
aku dh carut2 dlm car ngan adik aku.haaha..
so aku kuar la balik,g umah bulat..pangil die kuar,di X MANDI LAGI DOWWW!haha..
die kata tungu,die g amik camera die..then kite g rasamas jap.hahaha..
bau dlm kete cm sial!hahahaha..xde ar...
then smpai2,adi ade..n xde customer lg lepak2 jap,tngok jadual aku bulat duk experiment amik2 gmbar..
dari dlm kete td,asyik amik gmbarrrr jer!
then aku nk g skolah jap,tngok leeya main before tu,g la isi minyak.,
yg bdo nye,aku n bulat due2 xtaw ktne tmpt nk bkak tmpt minyak tuh.hahahahaha
useless dow bulat!!!
so nsb baik bangla tu yg tunjuk kn.haha
so then singah ar skolah.,rmai bdak prmpuan jerk..
bulat ndgn x mandi,suar abes!
then masuk la skool,netbal training pundh abes,nmpk la die walking towards me=)
then we walked,n talked..talked,then duk kjap kt bustop..
then bulat pun kene balik dh,die keje kul 2..
so balik laaa..
damn,rindu laa leeyaaa!=(
then balik rumah,rest jap,makan2..
n paklong n famly xde pun dtg..
then at 3.30 g work..
arini work cm tiring laaa..dh lo closing.hahaha
si bulat plak,kantoi ngan aku..miss check punchcard diee..die rest awal,punch lmbt..
hahh..aku yg tlg punch kn..arini la plak tbe2 miss nk check!haih..
then bulat abes at 10,aku 11..die,adi n farik tungu laa aku kt luar..
then balik,lepak kt dpan umah bulat..then arham smpai..
aku lak kene balik,n xleh kuar dh..fuck giler ar!
dad punye psal ar,die xbg kuar...bengang!
then arep call,die pun ade,die suh aku kuar..aku ckp ar xleh..
tu je laa for today..
oh ya,btw..bout my fren tu..yg sister die dlm koma..
she past away 6.35ptg tadi..


Sunday, February 8, 2009


ok,since aku dh dpt gaji last friday kn?ape lagi..kuarlaaa!
its sunday,n aku pun bngun awal.cs goiin to pavi wit herrrr!=P
we met at the ktm station at around 10.30,then brtolak tellin u,cm sial,rmai giler arr!
dari nilai till klsentral,xdpt seat lngsungggg!hahha..letih giler,dh ar x brekfst lagi pagi tu..juz had bread jerk..
then smpai2 trus g atm,kuarkn duit ckett..=P heeeeee!
while walkng tu the monorail,kn ade maxis booth ni,dorang promote mcm2 tu,tat guy dtg kt aku,citer2..then while aku bz dngr citer mamat tu,ade ar macha ni,kaco leeya..
then aku tanye ar leeya,knp??she sed macha tu tbe2 pegang tngan leeya,BABI NYE CHAA!
lpas sume tu,nek tren brnti kt imbiii...jln2 jap kt ts..ade satu kdai ni,cm kdai catchup kt sunway ar.tees dorang lawa2 gak btw..
then kuar dari ts tu,ade kdai2 kn?
kdai handmade begs..ade satu beg ni, boxer aku,marvel superheroes.hahaha..
ingt nk beli for leeya,tp nk g tngok2 dlu,if xde pe2..baru beli otw home nnt=)
then otw ke pavi,went in lot10 for a whileee/hehe..
then baru g pavi....
by the time smpai,was around lunch hour kn?so g lunch kt pizzahut ler...
dh jemu asyik makan nasi,ayam,nasi,ayam..evryday kt rasamas tu.hahaha
then while eating,kuarkn psp=P
then nk tryla intrnet,tp leeya plak nk main game..hehehe...

after lunch we stopped by watsons..beli bandages,kaki die melecet,cs traing netball evry pagilaaa..ggrrrr...
so beli bandage,then g jln2..masuk forever21,cs tngok kt intrnet,jeans die xla mahal sngt,tp mask jer,xbnyk choice dow..
bnyk stuff girls jerrr..ade laa she tried on scarves,comell dow die pkai scarf..hehe..then aku amik la topi yg cm cowboy tu,cm jasan mraz tu pkai kn.hahaha..ltak atas die,cute gielrrr!!hehehe
afta tat g laa esprit,where she loves to shop so mcuh!
lpas tu brnti duduk jap,she opened the bandage.then ltak kt kaki dieee=)

then g giardano,paul frank sume laaa..cari jeans,tp cm over budget plak ler..
last2,masuk topman jgak,beli slim jeans n sweater..ok laa?=P
beli tu,gune card topman lagi,so xlebih 300 laa..
then pegi balik forever21,bought her tat scarf=)
lpas tu,went to see a movie,oh ya..ade jgak td,lpas g makan,jumpe an old fren.fitri from abngi,bdak f5!lol
went to see bride wars,mmg rmai jgak laa tngok movie on sunday..
tat movie was hilarious.hehehe..
tp dlm movie tu,my mom txt..die suh balik awal laa plak,dad baru balik dr london,so trpakse balik laa afta the movie..
so leeya pun,merajok ckett..we didnt talk dari pavi,smpai station bb..then leeya txt me,ckp die merajok.,.then ade la die txt sumting,then ntah knp,aku trgelak,was kinda funyy..she ended up laughin jgak on the tren.haha.sume tngok2 jerk!haaha
btw,sorry ya baby=)
otw home dari klsntral,xrmai la sngt orgg..we got to sit anyway=)
then she started to play my psp agennn/hehehe
kite smpai nilai around 9.30=)
then txt2 sket,as usual,leeya trtdooo=)hehehe..

today was fun babe=)
thnks cs teman i,choosing my jeans n sweater taw..
thanks cs bnyk sabar dgn iii..=)
eventhough i tpu u,ckp bleh blk lmbt..hahha..
wont happen agen laa.haha..